I take it, one day at a time...one step in front of the other...and lately it seems as if I'm running into the arms of happiness. It's a little scary but it's fun!
I get a little down and I start thinking about all the many blessings in my life...my family, my friends, my kiddos aka critters of the 4 legged kind, my job(s), my house, all of my stuuuuffff!!! And it all makes me happy and I feel a great sense of accomplishment and that makes me the happiest of all.
I've worked my entire life towards a goal...a goal that I didn't really know existed. Maybe I knew it existed but I didn't really know what it was specifically that I was searching for. But doing it all on my own seems to be the thing that I've been trying to prove to myself all along! And it makes me feel sooooo good on the surface and down deep!
Maybe it's time to start painting again...because I don't just see darkness anymore. I don't just see the negativity in everything. There is actual positiveness in EVERYTHING!!! Imagine that! Who knew?
I may not have made the best choices in my life for the past 34 years, but I learned from them all. And if I hadn't made those choices, I would be who I am today...so for that I am thankful. I'm proud of who I am today. And if you don't like it, then stick it up your ass and move on about your business. I don't need ya and don't want you to be a part of my life!
Bitch On!!
geeze.. 34... that's so old! ;)
ReplyDeletei know of a girl who has been waiting on some paintings for YEARS. just sayin.
give me my stuff back. i'll do it myself.
ReplyDeleteOUCH! Brat!
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